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“It’s never been more perfect being alive. I’ve never been so satisfied. Oh…
I could feel something different for the first time. Heaven made sense and all the words
rhymed. No chance of stopping it now. I’m taking it all. And now I’m caught in the air, it’s a good glide. Pass it up, wouldn’t dare,

what a wild ride. I remember being ready and waiting to fall just like I did tonight.

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Mae—“Ready And Waiting To Fall”
 

I’ve found that all too often, Christianity is delivered to people in a gift-wrapped sales pitch. It’s conveyed as this wonderful life and following that will help solve all your problems. It’s characterized as a life full of smiles, but never frowns. The truth is that Jesus will solve the ultimate problem of death by giving you eternal life in heaven, but the day to day life at times will be much tougher. Following Jesus with all your heart isn’t easy. Thinking of other people before your own interests isn’t easy. Giving a portion of your hard-earned money away isn’t easy, but that’s what Jesus calls us to do. That’s why the Lord calls the way of following Him the straight and narrow. It’s not easy, but it’s worth loving the God who has done so much for His people. It’s worth the promise of living forever.

Heaven is also often portrayed as some far off place in the clouds that we know very little about. It’s really not like this. The Lord promises to return to the Earth to reclaim what was lost to sin. Here, where we are now, will one day be made perfect. The place that we are to take care of for now will again be reclaimed by the one who created it. Heaven is closer than you think. But again, even though it’s right in front of our face, it’s not easy to get there. We were never promised that.

The road that leads out of the desert and to the point isn’t smooth. At times it feels like an overgrown trail with thorns pushing into our bare feet. There are moments when we experience sweltering heat and suffering. There are burdens in our lives that make us feel as if we are tired of walking uphill. But there are periods of time when we overcome a situation after a storm, and the skies seem so clear all the way to the ocean. There are those instances when we can feel the Holy Spirit as the wind blows across our face.

I know the church and the people that belong to it don’t act perfect. I’ve seen pastors lie. I’ve known of Christian men who have cheated on their wives. I’ve seen a pastor of a church have too much to drink. It’s not okay by any means, but it happens because we are not perfect without Jesus. Sometimes one mistake by a Christian role model can ruin it for someone looking for answers to Jesus. But just because these things have happened doesn’t mean I will ever stop my pursuit of doing everything I can to change the world. But no one can do it alone. We all need to play our part in this story. The world needs us. You need me, I need you, and God wants us. We have to play our roles to make this world a better place.

The catch is that in the end, our perfect life cannot be reached in this lifetime, but we can continuously draw closer to who we are meant to be. The truth is that we are closer to the point than ever before, to the place where we are truly who we were meant to be, but we will never be there in this lifetime. We must continually work on the parts of our lives where we still struggle. When our weaknesses show up in our lives, repeatedly, we must do our best to develop them into strengths, each time they arrive in our lives, learning from the experiences, and then living a life as if we’ve learned something new each time. Because so often, our lives are similar to a repeat sign or a “da capo” command in sheet music, calling us back to the beginning of yet another struggle of the same sort—back to the beginning of the same measure. But just like a good song played over and over again, overcoming similar struggles throughout our life can be a beautiful thing. Until we realize the joy is in the process, not knowing what is in store for us one day after the next, we will never be content. Until we realize that we will never be perfect until we are remade in heaven, we will constantly devalue ourselves and others. But this doesn’t mean that we should ever quit improving ourselves, because the adventure is in just that, the adventure. Our lives here on Earth are always going to be tough at times. But we try our best because Jesus has provided us with hope. This hope of the life to come is all we need to keep moving forward, to becoming better people.

We are not all the way to the point, because, individually, we can all become better people. There is always room for improvement. There is always an opportunity to love someone. There is always an opportunity to make a difference in your community.

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1 Mae, “Ready and Waiting To Fall,” The Everglow, 2005.